February 17, 2006
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The last day of Valentine’s week
::sniff:: oh well. The only thing left to say this week is that even though Cashiers are really nice, beware because they leave tons of fingerprints!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=shadowrunner81 - Yes I’m a thief but whatever.
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Shadowrunner81 - Turns out there’s a negative one too.
Have a nice weekend everyone,
-Shadowrunner81
Comments (11)
um, yea, so first go i read that as fingerPAINTS. eep.
sometimes i wish i had enough money to just go away by myself for awhile. that would be nice. i wouldn’t stay gone long. just a couple days to be me and not worry about things and just do what i want. *sigh*
oh, I almost put searching on yours. I’d probably have to spend time with you to do the nohari one.
lol maybe fingerpaints would have been better. Who knows?
Hey….Silly???
Me???
fingerpainting is the best. actually, i would so love to do something like that right now. i’m feeling a creative itch and since i don’t have proper brain function to actually make something of value (ei: poem) or the tools to work with my watercolors (they are still in ohio), fingerpainting might actually prove of some value to my withering brain. (the poor little thing) hmmm…
what’s not silly about a story about a squirrel? most of your stuff on here isn’t too silly though.
I don’t know if you didn’t want comments on your Peace post, but I’m curious about what happened 3 years ago that you let go of God. And about your abstract angel, I had that too and had to let go of it. Part of it was I had been going after guys who were opposite of me on the outside (outgoing, adventurous, suave) then after “talking” to guys like this, I realized it probably wouldn’t work for the long term. Then I started dating an eccentric hermit. I also had to get over my idealistic notions of how a relationship should work.
To Gatina: Be creative in how you be creative! Redundant yes but here’s one suggestion. If you can’t get fingerpaint then get a stick of glue and some fruity pebbles(total of what 4 bucks?) and go to town on a poster board. You could become the Rembrandt of the Cereal Art world! That creative itch is the best!
To Liquidy: Yeah I know full well how silly I can get.
. I should have put some smiley faces after the ‘Me???’ up there so that the sarcasm wouldn’t have been lost. lol anyways. The answer to your second question is so complicated that I can’t even complete this sentence in a satisfactory way. Pain is certainly a part of it. Disappointment is certainly a part of it. Disollusion is certainly a part of it. There is quite a lot to it I guess.
I’ll answer that question fully for you, Camille, but not today. For now, just know that it was far from a lighthearted decision and it’s one that still floats around in my mind quite a lot. As for your eccentric hermit…I remember when you said that you would be a hermit post-metamorphosis. I hope that you’ve found a feeling of peace with him. Of all the idealistic notions we can have, finding a relationship that can be defined by peace is the most worthy of being kept alive.
“If you can’t get fingerpaint then get a stick of glue and some fruity pebbles(total of what 4 bucks?) and go to town on a poster board.”
>>sounds like a plan… *runs off to the auper market*
*super market
…so i googled auper market and look what i got on the first page. so you couldn’t have been THAT lost.
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