March 9, 2007
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Rails
Deep into the mists of night, far from the morning star
Time moves ever forward, never a man shall bar
Deep into the thrusts of eve, the arctic sunset has yet to dawn
An eternity awaits a life, forever trapped like the cornered pawnAn eye for an eye and a kiss for a kiss, so passes the night
Unoriginal lovers play the unoriginal game, so like the knight
Nothing special passes between them, just another play at life
The boy and the girl they are, cut their fear with a knifeLook deep into the almond eyes, she tarries there
Look deep into the diamond body, fear is carried there
Look deep into the hear-filled soul, a life chained does reside
Look deep into the blue-filled wrist, behold a firelit bedsideWhat holds her back? For she reaches yet holds the rail
Why the hesitation? For to gain a free life is her grail
Can you see it in her eyes? The guilts, the fear, the shame?
For were she to let go the rail, life would never be the sameIt can be felt within her, soundless cries to loose the chains
Every muscle, every sinew, every drop of sweat echoes the pains
She’s right there behind her eyes, the stength of a thousand suns
Yet she fears who she may become were she to stick to her gunsThere is strength, a will to strong to be held back by another
Why then is she not free? Why then dear lover?
With every tightened grip and every exhalation
Loud as a whisper she seeks illuminationIllumine her dear friend! Illumine she that asks it of you
If she is to be free, compassion it is for you to brew
If she is to release the rail, if she is to unleash the soul
The girl in her you must forget, and the woman instead extol.Feel it! Feel it! Feel it! Feel the hands of fate on your back!
Destiny calls you to her! the strength of will she does not lack
Answer the call my lover, tis time to leave aside the ranger
Answer the call to greatness, only found in the arms of who once was a stranger
Comments (2)
wow. This really expresses how I’ve felt lately. You capture the feeling so strongly. I hold myself back while I long to be free. What do you mean by “a firelit bedside”?
Did you forget to respond to the comments I made on your poem “But I Am Not a Christian”? If you want to leave it be, that’s ok. And you may find my next post or posts interesting. I’m writing on being free and on my increased understanding of people.